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| 3 comments please and thank you!!
   
o1.
TRY T0 UNDERSTAND ;;
there's an old mistake that fools will make.
&& i'M THE QUEEN 0F THEM.
pushing everything that's good away..
o2.
..thank you for reminding me of all the things i've done
» -- > C 0 M P L E T E L Y W.R.0.N.G < -- «
o3.
if you can dream it, you can do it
* Walt Disney *
o4.
when you feel cold inside,
don’t cover yourself with a blanker, cover yourself with old pictures,
when you are burning up, don’t turn on the air conditioner,
turn on slow songs that remind you of them,
when you are tired & need a rest, don’t close your eyes & sleep,
close your eyes & dream,
when you are hungry don’t count the calories,count the memories,
when you are bored don’t watch tv, watch that video from way back when,
when you forget what happened yesterday, don’t pick up the calendar,
pick up the phone & call me,
I will tell you what happened yesterday, cry at what happened the day before, & imagine what may happen tomorrow
o5.
have you ever thought you were over someone until you saw them again?
o6.
N0B0DY understands how much i miss you.
i miss how much we used to talk & i miss all the things
we used to do. I try not to admit to myself that i
still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake up,
think of you each day.. i still think of you & i really
do miss you.. i would give up everything i have
to be everything that we're not.. </3
o7.
I loved you and you only played me
sent me mixed feelings and i still felt like what we had was special
but i know now its not
everytime something better came along you left me
still knowing that i'd always be here for you
well guess what even tho i still love you and miss you
i'm through being the 2nd girl and not the one you want
soo don't expect me to be here anymore
o8.
I like feeling that I matter and someone cares about me... and at the end of the day, no matter what, somebody loves
me.
o9.
i've never been happy with anyone,
like i am with you <3
1o.
&& I promised myself I wouldn’t miss you//&& knowing that i cant keep this promise, kills.
11.
I’m f r e e z i n g , I’m starving to death, I’m bleeding.
Everything’s fine.
12.
i want to hold hands
& waste friday night
with you.
13.
keep your head up
your colors are beautiful
when they say give up
just turn up your radio
14.
I'll finish it later!!
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| 3 comments foolzz
   
o1
I have these times where I just shudder
for no reason
but I think a part of me is thinking about my life
and how much it's fallen apart
o2.
some people wear their smile
like a disguise
those people who smile a lot
watch the eyes
i know it cause i'm like that a lot
you think everything's okay
&& it is
'til it's not
o3.
i like being a mess.
it's who i am.
o4.
She was much too pretty
and much too depressed.
They saw the beauty
&& overlooked the mess.
o5.
if spilling your feelings is supposed to be a relief on yourself...
then why do i feel like i've unleashed a new kind of pain?
it's one i never even expected to have to experience
o6.
Here's a black top road with a faded yellow center line. It can take you back to the place but it can't take you back in time
o7
we check our lipgloss in our cells
&& our hair in car door mirrors
now tell me we arent glamourous
o8.
good girl reputation for all your life &&
no one notices. one screw up and it feels
like the world is watching.
o9.
Feel the pills go down your throat
And the truth is i hope you choke
So you can't say a word when i say
I told you so...
1o.
You're drop dead gorgeous, baby. Literally. You've killed me in my sleep. They say I suffered from a broken heart but really there wasn't even one there to begin with.
11.
..tie a ribbon around my throat; make me look pretty while i choke..
12.
you werent supposed to mean that much to me
i wasnt supposed to fall in love
13.
the bad thing about a girl
with a broken heart
is that she starts to hand out
the pieces to anyone who
comes around.
14
this room is so cold
and ive never felt so alone
15.
I feel like I can face the day, I can forgive,
& I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today.
* Staind *
16.
reality is wrong, dreams are for real. * 2pac *
17.
when you dream, there are no rules.
people can fly. anything can happen
Credit
a b c d e f g h i j
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| 3 commmentss= new entryy
   
o1.
we scream our insecurities
but mutter our apologies,
and that's why this world will always be so wrong.
o2.
I WANT A BOY---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with me and remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deep eyes
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume, and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dad's hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle, and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who surprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.
o3.
Rumors are vicious,
Talk is cheap.
Words are malicious,
Secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake && will make the deepest cut.
So learn from the past, && keep your mouth shut.
o4.
&& in ten years you`re gonna wish
you gave her a chance..
she`s gonna be famous
o5.
you can always retake a class but you can never re-live a party
o6.
With the word "teenager" comes a lot of labels.. "troublemaker, druggie, immature, rebel, etc.” there's not much we can do to stop those labels. Parents swear that they've seen everything we have, but if you really look at a teenager's life, it’s not as simple as the adults think it is. I have seen pretty much every drug you could think of & the result of it..I've been sexually assaulted & abused, I've had one of my best friends commit suicide, I've had an eating disorder & I've done drugs..but somehow I've over come all of that & grown into a respectable teenager. I've become stronger from it & now I get good grades & have many, many relationships, friends, boyfriend, even a pretty good one with my mom & counselor..NORMAL relationships. I've made mistakes & learned from them..if that makes me a bad person, so be it. Use me as a bad example..I dont care..I am who I am. & that's just me. There are millions of teens out there who are worse off than me but somehow still manage to get up every morning, put on a fake smile, & walk through the halls of our terrifying high school. My mom doesn't even know what weed looks like, didn't have sex til marriage, & didn't drink until she was 28. Now tell me our parents have seen everything we have. Times certainly have changed since they were in our shoes. & we'll never be completely understood.
o7.
play in the pouring rain
dance when theres no music
walk barefoot in the sand
lay under the stars
love like no other
share secrets with friends
laugh until it hurts
&& remember every minute of it
o8.
we kinda have this friendship where i
can call her a bitch && she can call me
a slut but we're still ---> [best friends]
o9.
i confess, i messed up
dropping "im sorry"
like your still around
1o.
she was a girl
who knew how to act
happy, even when she
was sad - and that's important
11.
Uncensored.Uncut.Unscripted
just me -- hate it or love it
12.
I am a poet writing of my pain;
I am a person living a life of shame;
I am your daughter hiding my depression;
I am your sister making a good impression;
I am your friend acting like I'm fine;
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine;
I am a girl who thinks of suicide;
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside;
I am a student who doesn't have a clue;
I am the girl sitting next to you;
I am the one asking you to care;
I am you best friend hoping you'll be there.
13.
if one day you feel like crying... Call me.
i don't promise that i'll make you laugh
but i can cry with you
if one day you want to run away
- don't be afraid to call me.
i don't promise to ask you to stop
but i can run with you
if one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me.
i promise i will be there for you
and i promise to be very quiet
but if one day you call... and there is no answer..
come fast to see me. maybe i need you.
14.
you`re the one thats making me crazy;
i'm in love ; but it`s only temporary.
15.
I'm a mess & my room usually is too
i laugh at the stupidest things and
always say the wrong things at the
wrong time. i cry for no reason some
times & i get jealous easily.. i don't
have it all together but.. i like it that way
   
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| 3 comments please
   
o1.
My confidence grows because i know a little more today than i did yesterday - Fantasia
o2.
A SToRY 0F A FEW GiRLS WHo SHARE A HEART.
No GUYS oR FiGHTS CoULD EVER TEAR THEM APART.
THEY'RE NoT LiKE MoST GiRLS..THEiR THE REALEST YoU'LL EVER KNoW
& iF THEY DoN'T LiKE YoU, TRUST ME.. YoU'LL KNoW.
o3.
When you look closely, people are so strange
& so complicated that they're actually beautiful.
Even me..
o4.
she strikes a pose but she dies inside
nobody knows she's a beautiful suicide
o5.
Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends.
Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were,
& then I'll ask if we can be friends
o6.
&& our memories are like mixtapes
they sing me to sleep everynight
o7.
it's so cute
the way she acts like
nothings bothering her
when really / / everything is
o8.
you just have to live life without caring
&& shake off the drama. just to prove that
your better than who they think you are
o9.
PROMiSES ARE JUST
LiES WITH PRETTY RiBBONS TiED TO THEM
1o.
You can play all you want,
I'm not going to give.
I'm not a FREAKING
Barbie Doll.
11.
We fall in love,
We get together,
We break each others hearts,
without a second thought.
We love one another,
like brother and sister.
You may think I'm crazy,
but I know,
that this cycle will just keep repeating.
These are our : T e e n a g e Y e a r s :
12.
I'm sorry I don't have the boobs you like.
I'm sorry I don't have the curves.
I'm sorry that I can be a freak.
I'm sorry I like weird things.
I'm sorry that you left me,
For a girl that has all the things
you want.
13.
" And he just totally broke my heart! "
Teenage girls.
They never understand the basic science,
That if your heart was really broken,
YOU'D BE DEAD!
14.
the one and only thing i want right now is to find a guy who likes me..
a guy who isn't afraid to act like himself around me..
and for me to be able to act like myself around him..
i want to be wrapped in his arms and just feel safe..
i want someone to think im beautiful no matter what..
i want someone to really love me..
but for most guys.. thats just too much to ask for..
15.
girls have unique powers.
they get wet without water,
bleed without an injury
&& make boneless things get hard.
   
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| 2 comments new entry
   
o1.
you cant be "just friends" with the guy
who makes you act like a klutz in his
presence;; who causes you to stumble
over your words. you cant be "just
friends" with the guy that you fell head
over heels for. <33
o2.
Boys frusterate me. I hate all their indirect messages,
I hate game playing. Do you like me or don't you?
Just tell me so I can try to get over you.
-Kirsten Dunst
o3.
I am going to be me, regardless of what you say.
So keep your comments to yourself.
-- Christina Aguilera
o4.
It's 3 AM and you're still awake
wondering how much more
your broken heart can take
o5.
&& tonight she looked so beautiful,
with blood shot eyes
& her makeup smeared across
her tear-stained face </3
o6.
tonight my heart is cold
lost in your lies, shallow replies
tonight i'll just let go
lost in your eyes, transparent cries
o7.
Sometimes you need to put the past behind.
The saddest aside.
You need to forget everything you ever felt.
Your feelings. Your thoughts.
Everything that was ever there.
Because you can't get hurt if you don't care.
But it sure is lonely all by yourself.
o8.
her wrists tell a story
her face tells a lie
o9.
You see that person?
Confident, cocky, fun, and smiling.
Have you ever wondered what they're hiding?
1o.
you’re so typical and i hate you. another day,
same bullshit, this is like a re-run of some sitcom
and here we are, screaming at each other again.
you hurt me on the inside. listening to the same
songs over and over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. yesterday is
already over, today sucks, & tomorrow is bound
to be just as fucked up </3
11.
i love his cute little comments.. the way he
makes me laugh.. the way he's always there,
and the way he knows how to get my heart..
& it makes me wonder, why is he so perfect?
12.
she's wondering what love is.
because everything she thought
she knew, seems so wrong now.
13.
yeah, we laugh way too hard,
& act too immature, but i wouldn`t
have it any other way. =)
14.
fuck what you heard
recognize what you see
i know you've heard the rumours
now here's the real me.
   
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